Monday, August 4, 2008
i'm stressed, vexed, annoyed, everything. one word, in hanyu pinyin. FAN!
dammit, if at such a young age i'm starting to be so vexed, what will happen to me when i grow up!? so many damn things to think about, add more here and there, and i will start growing white hair, no need to dye.
I don't know what i'm doing anymore, i can't believe i thought of doing something i swore i would never do. Maybe what my mom said was right, and i find it very foolish yet true.
i'm stressed, vexed, annoyed, everything. one word, in hanyu pinyin. FAN!
dammit, if at such a young age i'm starting to be so vexed, what will happen to me when i grow up!? so many damn things to think about, add more here and there, and i will start growing white hair, no need to dye.
I don't know what i'm doing anymore, i can't believe i thought of doing something i swore i would never do. Maybe what my mom said was right, and i find it very foolish yet true.
The words, to lock my heart up once more, and i will throw the key into the sea. Never to be open. I shall stop being foolish and to stop being a burden to others.
I'm myself.
7:42 AM
The Stone Heart
The Stone Heart