Thursday, July 31, 2008
i feel so god damn transparent, but i can't blame anybody. Probably it's an issue i have about myself. It's like, hellooooo i'm still here, is my hair not bright enough or am i too small that i am not being noticed?
I'm just being selfish and a bastard here, so if any one of you read this, don't mind me, i just needed to get it out, it's not your fault =)
ANNNNNNDDDD.. i'm dying. Taken from roy, "i'm dying both physically and mentally, inside and outside"
But this time, i think its real. My hands are shaking non-stop now. Not the shaking when you fear something or what, it just shakes like theres no tomorrow. Jia lat, want use mouse also got difficulty. HOOOWWWWWW??
I'm a bastard, forget you ever knew me, and we shall walk our different paths from now on. I don't want to see you, such a bastard aye? a selfish selfish bastard of a guy i am.
i feel so god damn transparent, but i can't blame anybody. Probably it's an issue i have about myself. It's like, hellooooo i'm still here, is my hair not bright enough or am i too small that i am not being noticed?
I'm just being selfish and a bastard here, so if any one of you read this, don't mind me, i just needed to get it out, it's not your fault =)
ANNNNNNDDDD.. i'm dying. Taken from roy, "i'm dying both physically and mentally, inside and outside"
But this time, i think its real. My hands are shaking non-stop now. Not the shaking when you fear something or what, it just shakes like theres no tomorrow. Jia lat, want use mouse also got difficulty. HOOOWWWWWW??
I'm a bastard, forget you ever knew me, and we shall walk our different paths from now on. I don't want to see you, such a bastard aye? a selfish selfish bastard of a guy i am.
7:13 AM
The Stone Heart
The Stone Heart